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金曜日, 4月 05, 2013
Life is understood backward.
This is how it goes:
I trained a new marketing staff on technical knowledge, share with her almost anything I learnt painfully on my own. I brought her to OT, educate n educate her. There's one day she complaint the boss to me. I helped her as I felt unfair to the team how boss over protected another colleague. When boss got angry with me, she said, did she said that. I did not blame her.
Things got worsen over time. She competes with me with almost anything although our portfolio shouldn't have cross. Well, alright. She continues the fight but ask me out now n then outside work. I went along, to realize later its all lie. She merely want to check my progress and overtake me. Anything that has to pass by me first, she go straight to the boss. Well, you win. Cus you're never my competitor. All the girls talk are bullshit.
All things are lie. The group of six. None of them ask me what happened that day when my work buddy was very hostile to me which triggered me to leave the chat group. I was very glad I did the right thing. A mistake or not, let me see thru the "friendships" we hold. None of them were my friends to begin with. They're just a selfish brunch of people. Who either just dying for money or just status.
Let it be let it be.
For once, someone told me, life must be live forward.
I no longer want all these things.
Perhaps I once had it.
Perhaps I'm sick of it.
Perhaps I don't need it.
Thank you all, it makes me felt leaving is more of a breeze than regret (I used to worry I'll regret for not accomplishing enough before leaving. I hate the feeling).
What a relief! <3
Life, please blessed me & my loved ones with peace, health & happiness. No more such fake people please. With love.
Today is a GIFT.
10:02 午後
