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日曜日, 6月 24, 2012
You might be wondering why I am like that. Even I question myself. But, in my shoes, would you think the same?
I always envy loving couples. Guys who hold girlfriends by their waist, pull them close, hold them tight whenever they go. Not only in movies, in real lives they exist. How loving I thought. Once it was real, but not anymore.
He said this is not real. To me, I'm real. It has to be real.
I cannot take it when my wee bit of feelings is ignored. I realized I really can't take it further when I tried my very best to show concern to get closer and all I get is a push away or expressionless or speechless. Words need not be overly sugar-coated. But if you truly understand me or wanting to understand the world I'm in, you should understand how to show appropriate love to me. When I fake happiness, you should question. I feel really tired...................................
It's ironical how I wish to be with you eternally yet I struggle mentally how to accept someone into my life who ignore my feelings despite...
I get bullied all the times. Even you did it to me sometimes. I'm forever alone.
I am thankful for alot of things but love is a mutual relationship of two and it has to be a continual learning process whereby both learn to love and appreciate each other more. Appreciation needs interest and understanding. If there's no initiative or interest shown, basically love does not exist. Do u love me?
Love takes more than what we imagine.
I think I'm not happy.
Today is a GIFT.
11:52 午後
