水曜日, 1月 23, 2008
Thoughts of the future shuns me away. But i have to make myself realise that the future is just a month more...
I almost died together with all my assignments each night, struggling to finish off with flawless details, feeling totally tired, yet couldn't fall asleep. I was actually indulging in the process of thinking, to solve all my pbl. I thought it wasnt so bad afterall being a medtech, maybe bcus i'm drilled too hard to be one. The moment i returned to school from SIP, I begin to like the school modules. There's a lot of relevancy in the working laboratory setting unlike some other schools that i've heard of. Sometimes i really regret for giving up a few semesters ago when i look at my GPA. I could definitely do much better if i study harder. It's a little late now, though i still have my last chance, that is my term tests.
Working in the laboratory is prestigious. We studied what the physicians study and are part of the life-saving team. But the angels told me not to be shallow. Medtech is in fact a high-class factory worker, there is no end to work and not much of recognition from the public. With the increasing laboratory automation, knowledge is the power for survival and only the smartest win. In time to come, TLA and the robots would take up all our positions and our salaries, too. By then, where to turn to? I give it 15 years to happen.
It's a little sad to learn that IT and engineering is taking over the science industry. Even marketing comes in to make the healthcare a lucrative business. What significant roles are left for us? Machine troubleshooter? how sad.
I want to fly, fly to a quiet place and study, study something nothing of relevant with bms. I dont mind being alone in a faraway land with no money. It can be earned one way or another. I just dont wan to burden anyone, not anymore. Maybe i should work first.
NoOoOooOooooooo............... Life's tough!
where does happiness stand?
I love sleeping these days tho it gets very hard for me to go into sleep. I dream a lot ^____^
Today is a GIFT.
12:03 午前
haaaa... study interior design la.. good prospect! haaaa.. i wanna learn interior design too.. so interesting
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: 12:15 午前
: 12:15 午前
i hate reports!!!
i love to dream too..
sorry leh..fly u aeroplane today..
meet up soon..^0^V
i love to dream too..
sorry leh..fly u aeroplane today..
meet up soon..^0^V
# sprinkled by : 7:07 午後
: 7:07 午後
ah weng: considering in progress... ^^
sharon：your reports more important. but no next time! c u soon~~~ call me when u free... discuss abt the trip.
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sharon：your reports more important. but no next time! c u soon~~~ call me when u free... discuss abt the trip.
