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*A race against time・・・
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火曜日, 5月 30, 2006
I want to swim.
I want to run.
I want to shop.
I want to play violin.
I want to I want to I want to! Endless desires~
Life is bored, yet im feeling stressed.
Ironical.
up next, TERM TESTS.
I WELCOME THEM WITH OPEN ARMS.
cus' only after the main course comes the dessert --- YASUMI (Holidays) !
Hee...
Yesterday i stood by my room window and sank into thoughts. All of a sudden, i felt so helpless and depressed. What's life? To refrain myself from sinking deeper, I picked up my violin and played. My rhythm was horrible. I played almost everything in the book but every song that i played sound tragic, even the allegretto. I felt like crying... Crying for the lost-touch, crying for the unexplainable sudden upsurge of saddness, crying for the melancholic tunes.
Im just too emotional when im alone. Maybe i think too much... Even listening to a song from my mp3 on a bus can make me tear. TAKE IT EASY, ocean crab! I shan't let the tides nor the moon fairy affect my mood.
*IF one day im gone, would anyone remember me?
Today is a GIFT.
10:07 午後